REMEMBRANCE 
By Keana Aguila-Labra  
On Trans Day of Remembrance                                                                                          For Natalie                                                                                                                          After Hala Alyan              
I brushed against the hand of god,                                                                          walking with her towards MOM                                                                                       at the turn of summer.
In the here and then,                                                                                                       we light candles for                                                                                                         her and her siblings,                                                                                                           a pantheon dipped in wax.
She, a god, a goddess, cannot stay.                                                                                  So she does not stay long enough                                                                                     to learn I am one of them.
We raise our arms in prayer,                                                                                     creating with united hums the sun                                                                                  We pray through time,                                                                                                 Smiling across the overlap,                                                                                         where time and space is a                                                                                        venn diagram of love and regret.
But there is rest in the beyond,                                                                                           in an ascendance.                                                                                                          There she is at peace.
There,
She is free,                                                                                                                         She is free,                                                                                                                    She is
                    Free.